Two weeks after the churches he used to pray in were ransacked and burned to the ground in the Egyptian port city of Suez, Istafanos Youssif sat "searching for God" in a Cairo convent.
He said he hoped to get over the pain, through "reflection and prayer," and that he understood who was behind the church burnings.
What he said he could not understand was the U.S. position toward his country, Egypt.
The Muslim Brotherhood "only has one goal, either to rule the country, or burn it. We love the American people, but not what (U.S. President Barack) Obama is doing. He is supporting the Brotherhood, the terrorists," said Youssif, a second-year university student and member of Egypt's Coptic Catholic community.
Since the military's overthrow of Islamist President Mohammed Morsi in early July, many Christians in Cairo told Catholic News Service the United States is taking the wrong side, with some, like 21-year-old Youssif, even accusing Washington of openly supporting terrorism.
Their concerns echo, almost to the word, Egypt's military and its new interim government's claims that Morsi was deposed by popular demand, that now-dismantled pro-Morsi camps in Cairo were armed, and that the Muslim Brotherhood and other groups with which Morsi was aligned are the ones behind a wave of attacks on state, security and Christian institutions around the country.
"The U.S. is calling for human rights, but where are our human rights?" Youssif asked, complaining about what he perceived was "a lack of U.S. support" for Egypt's military, which, he said, had "responded to the will of the people" by ousting Morsi.
"It is wrong to call it a coup," he added.
Obama has not termed the takeover a coup, though some U.S. lawmakers have. But Obama has condemned the forced dismantling of two pro-Morsi camps in Cairo Aug. 14, saying Washington supports "the right to peaceful protest."
Hundreds, mostly protesters, were killed when the camps were raided that day by security forces who maintain the protesters were not peaceful, were armed and that many of the country's soldiers were killed and wounded in the raid.
Since then, several U.S. lawmakers, along with Western rights groups, have expressed concern over reported military abuses and the Egyptian authorities' widespread arrests of Morsi sympathizers.
Muslim Brotherhood leader Mohammed el-Beltagy said from hiding Aug. 27 that accusations his group was behind acts of terrorism in the country were unfounded, and he accused Egypt's new interim government of attempting to turn a political struggle into a security problem by blaming the Brotherhood for the surge of violence in the country.
But most Christians do not believe that and say the U.S. and the rest of the world are wrong to think otherwise.
"Show all over the world that Egypt is good now, especially the Christians," 65-year-old retired engineer Samir Ebrahim told a Western reporter.
"This is a real revolution; the army got the right from the people, from the public, to remove the Brotherhood," which had been trying since 2012 elections to "to take over the country," said Ebrahim, a member of Egypt's Coptic Orthodox Church.
In 2012, Morsi won Egypt's first-ever free elections on a largely Islamist platform.
Since the military takeover, Egyptian media has become almost entirely anti-Brotherhood and describes the ongoing crackdown on that group's members and other Morsi supporters as part of its "war on terror." One network that has not been anti-Brotherhood is Al-Jazeera, and Egyptian officials are considering banning its Egyptian affiliate.
